Goodbye Daddy…
November 23rd, 2009 | 
As some may have known from following my Twitter, my father has been fighting for a long time. This past week, he really had to start fighting and lost his battle this morning. I’m not really sure how to explain my “emotions” this morning but it is overwhelming.
My mom and grandparents raised me for most of my life (I was a foster child as well) so I never really knew my father. My first time actually talking to him was on my 18th birthday. I tried to reach out, not knowing what would come of it. He had alot of pain I think from not being around and I can only hope he knows that I do not hold any harsh feelings against him.
Dad, we might never had had the “Father daughter” moments that many had but that’s fine. Blood is thicker than water Daddy. We might not have had my 22 years together but I’m still glad we got those few moments. I’m not mad at you Dad. Please know that. I know you would have been here if you could. I know now that you are not hurting and I am so thankful that you don’t have to struggle now. Watch over me, Kelsie, and Aubrey.
I Love You Daddy.
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<3 My heart goes out to you.
I’m so sorry Jenna! ((hugs))
So sorry to hear that. Hang in there, wish I could think of the perfect thing to say, but there is nothing.
I am so sorry to hear of your loss Jenna. I’m sending you healing thoughts and prayers as you go through this difficult time.
I am so sorry to hear, Jenna. (hugs)
I saw the news when one of my contacts on Twitter did a RT of something you said. So very sorry to hear this. I hope you have lots of people to comfort you and help you.
I am very sorry to hear that. There are just no adequate words or sympathies for loss. You and your family are in my thoughts.
I’m sorry. I’ll pray that things get easier for you and that your emotions don’t overwhelm you, as I know they can at a time like this in many people’s lives.
So sorry to hear of your loss. I hope you find comfort in the good memories and it sounds like you are already (hugs). Thoughts and prayers to you and family.
I wish you peace during this time. Please take care of yourself.
I’m so sorry for your loss. I’m teary just reading. I can’t imagine your emotions. You understandibly feel all over the place.
I am so sorry Jenna! I’m sending you big hugs through this difficult time.
I am so sorry. ((hugs))
Jenna, there are no words that I can say to heal your heart today…
please know you have lots of caring friends to reach out to if you feel the need.
Sending healing hugs and comforting thoughts.
I’m sorry honey. Love you and big hugs!
((hugs)) I’m so sorry. Lots of hugs for your whole family.
I’m so sorry for your loss, really have no words to say.
Tons of hugs and prayers that you will make it through this.
{hugs} Sending prayers to you and your family
Thinking of you Jenna. Know that we are all here for you as you go through this difficult time. {{hugs}}
I’m so sorry Jenna, keeping you in my thoughts
I am so sorry for your loss of your Daddy. You are in my thoughts and prayers.
This was a beautiful write-up. I am sorry for your loss too, but oh so glad you got a chance to reconnect. I will be thinking many good thoughts for you.
I’m so sorry for your loss! (((hugs)))
So beautiful, what you said. I am so sorry for your loss!